10:23 August 10, 2019 Journaling at the beach, on the laptop. Now there is a change in pace. I wanted to get some writing done, apparently, and Orion was not going to stop about wanting to go play at the beach. Less than a week left in this house, the house that's steps away from … Continue reading I Am Ready
I have all these visions of my avatar's father lately. He is alive and presumably doing well. I haven't really had a conversation with him since 2012. The few times I've seen him since then he's been brief and distant. I refused to communicate with my mom - his wife. I'm assuming that's still the … Continue reading When you’ve already mourned the living.
I was reflecting this evening while sitting at the beach, watching the kids play at the park. The sun starting to set. What a magickal day it's been! I feel like I've been out of touch from gratitude lately. Feeling overwhelmed and short fused was starting to become an unwelcomed normal again and I was … Continue reading Abundance is found with Gratitude
It's 12:03 in the afternoon as I sit down on the sunny deck. I had kicked my son out here earlier in frustration. He was overloading my tiny room with toys and was starting to yell at his sister who had simply wanted to sit in mom's room with him too. He is 3 and … Continue reading Journal entry outside my book.
Six years ago I walked away from a dying life and started to transition into a new one. In a step I never thought I'd take, I moved away from the hustle and bustle of Toronto and retreated to a little town by lake Simcoe. Three months ago, I thought that traveling the world sprung … Continue reading Vagabond in Innisfil
Sitting here, reflecting on why I feel so muddled, so overwhelmed. So many balls being jugged up in the air..why? Did I not just spend a month dumping a house full of possessions? Did I not just take a leap towards my dreams?! Then what is this confusion I feel, this exhaustion? Like I just … Continue reading I Write For Me
Only days to go, and almost all my possessions are gone. That took only about a month..wow. That was fast. Looking back on some of my journaling, I can see when this shift started to bubble to the surface. I spent the better part of 2018 tying up loose ends. Preparing myself for 2019 - … Continue reading A new phase begins.
I am ready for a future I will not plan. When I exist in the now, I am present for the next moment. ~Evi Paris Dear: Future Lover, I have decided to start writing to you. As I progress on my journey in this New World, I continue to remove all that no longer serves … Continue reading Dear Future Lover
When two people hurt each other, they eventually separate, and later heal on an individual level. They continue on separate parts of a once joining road and they align with new people, merging into a new road. They shine light from their healed cracks. What a blessing. They help another from the wounds they healed … Continue reading The one that hurt you, is healing another.
I want to continue telling the world about what is happening, shaking people awake, planting seeds. For the longest time it was fueling my thirst for knowledge, energizing me as I grew and served with what I was remembering. I couldn't wait to share what I was discovering, I couldn't wait to discover more. I … Continue reading The Undeniable Shift